星期六晚上

今晚去了大专团契..
除了揭晓我们的小天使，还举行了欢送仪式..
要离开的人总共有15个，但是在场的只有有9个..
都是要去实习的学生和一些要毕业了的学生..
他们在台上排成了一排..

每个人都被要求要分享感言..
对实习生而言，可能离别情怀并没有那么深，
因为一个学期后他们依然会回来..
但是毕业生，毕业了，就离开了..
会否再见就是个未知数..

我才认识他们一个学期呢..
有一些根本就不认识..
他们就要离开了..

坐在台下，我多少有一点被那不舍的心情感染..
让我不禁想，三年后，我是否也会如此依依不舍?
台上的他们的感受，是现在在台下的我所不能理解的..
站在台上望下来的时候，看见的是什么?
感受到的是什么?

欢送会一办，就明显地倒数着他们呆在这里的日子了..
复杂的心情是，一边渴望着离开、去展开的旅程和新的生活；另一边却是依依不舍啊..
离别从来都不是容易的..

说些开心的事吧~
我的小天使即使在最后一天还是给了我一个礼物~
本来应该是小凡人回礼的，结果她给我的礼物是多么的美好啊!
跟我的手工礼物比起来，我的逊毙了.. ><! (想不到居然会用这个词.. 多久没用了啊!)

一直都想着要个闹钟呢，
一来，平时看时间就不需要用手机还是电脑啦!
二来，像手机坏掉的时刻，有闹钟就不用担心起不了床啦!

超感恩! (虽然华人迷信说不要送钟给人.. =.=)
可是这个闹钟就是个铁铮铮的好礼物啊!!
大爱!!! 感恩!!!

该睡觉了.. 明天还有主日崇拜呢~
刚好! 马来西亚，国庆日快乐! xD

哥哥

今天想写华文了..
总觉得，华文比较能够表达我的心情..
虽然文笔没有很好.. ><!

今天，跟Andrea跑完步，买好车票后，去帮哥哥搬家了..
九月，他还会留在同一个小镇，可却是另外一端..
收拾的时候，并没有觉得什么..

回家后，我开始有了一种失落感..
我来金宝一个学期了，一来到就有哥哥的陪伴..

话说，很多人都说爸爸是前世的情人..
哥哥呢?
我不知道我的爸爸是不是我的前世情人..
虽然我觉得应该找一个像我爸爸的人~
可是现在，我认为我哥哥也像是情人~

肚子饿了，他可以煮东西给我吃 (虽然不常 xD)..
懒惰了，他可以送食物给我..
无聊了，我们聊天..
累了，就睡他的床..
而且，在他面前可以肆无忌惮，不顾形象啊!
(这不是网络上常说的，能够很舒服地跟一个人在一起吗? =P)
有问题，我们可以谈，他总是能让我有所领悟..

他疼我，有时候甚至宠我，
可是有分寸啦，太宠也是不好的~ xD

可能因为，一来到这里就有他了..
就开始依赖他了~ ><!
实在是不行啊!

虽然他要离开去别的地方工作是无可避免的，
我一直以来也都知道，还以为我不会有什么感觉呢~
但离别在际，原来我还是需要一点时间去调适..
想想，很多我平常跟他一起做的事情，就不能做了..
以后经过他住过的家，就再也不能好奇，他在不在家、是不是在睡觉了..

我会想念你的, 哥哥~
像个男朋友的哥哥~!
我知道不一定每个哥哥都像你一样的~
所以我会好好珍惜!

祝你一切顺利! 上帝赐福给你哟! Muacks! xD

I love you!

Simple Simple Me

Simple like a baby~ :P

I'm not sure how many of you people know about that..
Maybe some..
What I think about myself is - I'm SIMPLE..

Simple in a way that I'm not stupid, of course..
Simple in a way that I'll not do a plot behind your back, I don't know how to..
Simple in a way that I'll not know if you are plotting against me..
Simple in a way that I'll trust you since the day I met you, until you prove me wrong..
Simple in a way that I'll not worry if anyone is plotting against me..

Yea, maybe you can say that I'm stupid or not using my brain or whatsoever people can say..
Yea, I might not be using my brain, I don't think much about how I treat people..
I don't want to.. Or it's just I'm lazy to..
To think so much about each person that I've met, that what those fellas have in mind of me, is just so TIRING!

I know human can be complicated, like really really complicated and having a lot of conflicts..
I won't know if something that someone does is planned or it's an accident..
I don't care..
You can say I'm selfish, because as long as whatever you do doesn't harm me, I don't freaking care!

I've always thought that we have to treat people sincerely..
Although there are unlovable people, we don't need to like them, we just have to love them..
LIKING is chemistry, LOVE is an act..
Be easier said than done..
I'm still learning..

Truth be told, sometimes, I hate certain traits of certain people, but I still try my best to communicate with them sincerely..
Somehow this comes easily to me, because I tend to forget their annoying traits for a while..
(Unless the traits are just annoying enough that I can't forget.. [not proud of that])
Conclusion, if you heard me complaining about certain people's trait but I still seem fine interacting with them, I'm NOT faking it..
I forget for a while..

Another thing is, you might know some annoying or not-so-good things that people done to other people..
And you want to warn me about it..
Unless you want to me stay far away from those people, don't tell me..
Don't even give a hint..
If you wanna tell, tell everything; if not, don't show me even an expression..
I don't want to put on high guards when I come into contact with them, worrying that they might do something harmful to me..
Your intention might be good.. But it'll jeopardize our friendship..
And by the end of the day, who are we to judge?

And somehow, I tend to stay away from big troubles..
I mean like, they don't really come to me..
At least, I've been in this way for as long as I have lived..

You know, when you treat people sincerely, they act the same..
This has been proved to be true, to me, so far..

I don't like faking, as I, myself already hate fakers..
And I like being "brainless" around my friends..
Well, that's what being with friends about, right?
And I'm just too lazy to think too much.. (But I like to talk about deep stuffs like life or whatsoever..)
So, yea..

A relationship that tires you, will not bring much happiness..
[Random quotes that I came up with, yet to be proven, quite confident that it is true.. XD]