It's 2013

Well, just posted in mandarin..

I'm close to 18 now..

Yea.. Graduated from high school..
Got my SPM result slip..
It's a good result, but not good enough.. For me..

I've always wanted to glorify God..
I wanted to prove that I can do it..
With God, I can do it..
Being the only one to take BK in my school.. I'm proud..
Taking Bible Knowledge is not a burden..
I hoped to score in BK..
But I didn't..
And I was disappointed..
But I never regretted.. I'm still proud..

People are saying I'm good..
But, I'm the only one that knows, I'm not..
Totally not..

A few days before getting the result slip, I was still in the National Service camp..
It's Bumimas, Sibujaya in Sibu..
Great memories there..
I've met great friends..

It is really like what people said..
From the beginning, I don't want to be there..
Wanted to go home so much that I cried for a few times..
For a not so sentimental person like me, crying for like 3 times is kinda many..

I felt so alone..
Because didn't meet some people that I think that can really share my happiness and sadness..
I thank God that it didn't last very long until I found some friends of my kind..
We've really been through a lot..
Happiness, sadness, loneliness, sickness and all..
I want to thank my friends there too..
Thanks for being my friends.. & being with me when I need them..

Our time there is shorter than the others.. It's only 2 months and a half..
But I'm glad I came..
Friends, you'll always be in my mind..
I'll cherish the sweet and precious memories..

People said we'll wish to stay longer..
For me, I only wished I could stay with them longer..

After I'm back, I really miss the times in there..
Because, it is really hakuna matata..
Once I'm out, I need to worry about my future and all..
And making decisions for my future is so hard..
Making decisions like, where to go and what course to take are life-changing decisions..
Once you made your choice, it's like there's no turning back..
Right or wrong, you'll have to deal with it..

Right, you face all the problems and tests that come along..
Wrong, you waste your time and go to those that are right..

And I'm so emotional these days..
Hmm.. What to do?

Pray to the Almighty God and He'll lend His hands..
Praise to the Lord that He is gracious, merciful and full of love..
Jesus, help me to love you more.. <3

找回久违部落格的感叹..

只知道很久没有来看我的部落格了..

没想到,已经一年多了..

看回以前写的东西..

就看到了自己的成长..

也看到了所谓的事过境迁..

也看到了自己以前的英文程度好像比较高.. xD

有一些事情,已经被我遗忘了..

越长大越觉得, 很多东西真的需要把它们记下来..

因为人的脑好像真的装不下这么多回忆..

或许,

这一些回忆就是会慢慢地沉到记忆最深处..

没有特定的人事物勾起这些回忆,

它就永远沉睡..

看回以往的信息或照片,

一切能够储存回忆的东西..

都会让我深深明白物是人非这个成语..

感叹..

人生就是如此..

A visit to Perpikat~~ ^^

Wow~~ ^^ A happy day~~
Went to Perpikat with the Interact club~~
The kids are just CUTE!!! They are happy to see us too~
Wow~~ I don't know what to say~~
While waiting for the computer to set up, we introduced ourselves.... I can't remember their names, though....
Then we watched the Bugs Bunny~ (Am i right??)
Childhood memories~~ London Bridge after that~~
The little boy that i paired up with is so cute~~!!! Diana said he's chubby~~ ^^
The boy, Phoebe and I made a group.....
Then, after a round of the bridge, he told he was tired.... I don't think he is, though....
We had supper after that, i took a photo with him~ He's kind of senge~ Haha~~

 Maybe not that cute in this photo~ but he is... He was still enjoying his bread with kaya~~

This is another boy~ He likes to take photo with us~ And gets shy after that~
He showed the "gesture"? of the naruto one~ Then he asked us if he's good~ Ha~
Then, we laughed and clapped for him~
Then, we had a several dances, including the chick dance~ ^^ (with memories~ but the one i learned was different from theirs....) Never mind, we had a great time~
Another boy took a picture of us (Welson, Diana & me)~
After that, we played another type of London Bridge~ ^^
The last game was (i don't know the name, maybe it doesn't even have one~ xP) passing a doll all around then answer the things that were asked....
Like, they asked us to say a kind of animal when we got the doll.... (It's a Stitch~~!!)
We distributed a packet of cupcakes? and drinks to them~
Then, it's the end of the visit~~
Wish i can give a visit again~
A good experience~~ ^^

Pastor Ong

Ah~ Just thought of Pastor Ong~
She just left us for West Malaysia yesterday.....
I'll miss her.....
We had a farewell party on Saturday night.....
I like her..... but didn't have much to say.....
That's me.... Don't know why I like her very much.....
Maybe she's the one who's with us since I started my teenage... Hehe....

& we had a dinner with her on Tuesday night.....
Prayer meeting.....
All of the "members" of prayer meeting brought dishes & we actually had a good time....
It's good.... They had some sharing as Pastor Ong said she would be listening to us for the last time....
& that night was the last night I've seen her.... until now....

Time passed....
She had been with us for years.... how many i don't remember.....
Well, I'll miss her..... That's what I wanted to say & what I can only thought of.....
She's good..... & friendly.... I like friendly people.... ^^


Mdm Ong~ not miss anymore~~
I'll miss you~ ^^
God bless you always~

3/6/2011

Wow~~ went to blood test today.....
T.T got two "injections".....
That's Chris's sis~~ hehe.... she said that my capillaries?? or veins?? move.... (changes position)
haha~~ then hard to find the position.... ><
then I've got two "holes" on my hands....
She took blood from my right hand..... After that, my hand got o-cheh!!! haha~
Funny.... but got a bit painful....
It's my first blood test..... hehe....
The results will be out on next Tuesday.... need 48hours ba.... & tomorrow is a public holiday~
It's really funny to see two red dots on my hands....
She took mummy's n daddy's blood in about 1-3minutes time.... me..... 3-5minutes.... or more.... haha~

After that, we went to have breakfast & later they went to buy fertiliser for the longan tree in our garden....
Bought a pot too.... Went home then went out again.... To daddy's office....
Actually, today is working day.... but all of the workers applied leave then daddy took leave also....
Wasted time at there.... Regretted to go out with them the second time....
Mum bought a seaweed potato chips n ate it.... Haven't finish.....
Went to bank & back home.... Reloaded for RM20~ that time I only got 2 cents left.... haha~

Opened fb..... Had lunch..... Did some work.... for the leadership camp..... Bathed & did some homework n SLEEP~ then do homework again.... Then, opened fb & do leadership camp's work again.....
Dinner....
Work.....
Bath...
Esther called.....
Talked for about 2 & a half hours..... Don't know what we were talking about....
Rubbish.... =.=|||
Online.....
Playing.... Doing stupid things..... Immature deeds....
Blog~
Haha~ Long time no see....

Erm.... going to sleep after blogging~
Tomorrow will be a busy day again....
Today is quite boring, though.....
At least, i did some homework.... something meaningful.... haha~
It's a hot day, btw.... & i realised that my sweat glands really in good conditions.....


Haha~ like I'm reporting what I did today.... not in details.....
Anyway, I haven't know much about blogging.....
But I will.... Just the matter of time~~
Haha~ God bless ya~

My life....

Form 4 now.... Not a honeymoon year, honestly.... (I want to emphasize....)
Still, homework all day.... Lazy to do it....

Still, a mess.... Hoping & trying to make some changes....
Shortage of time...

Always not enough sleep..... Always piles of books.... Always mountains of homework.....
It's funny.... Whenever one of my friend sms me, asking what I'm doing.....
My answer is always "Doing homework"....
Except weekend for church & school time.... It's always homework....
Like my life is tiring....
Fortunately, there's still some friends around to save me from the boring life (a little bit, at least)....

Some thoughts about my new year of Form 4

Haiz.... Who said Form 4 is a honeymoon year??
It's torturing!! I can't imagine we get on to Form 5..... O.O
T.T I miss my Form 3......
It's all about homework everyday..... I can hardly have a time to rest.....

Well, new class, some new classmates.....
I really like some of them, but some zero-connection.... By the way, there's a new one from Sibu......
Em.... What I can say is some of the teachers are like taking revenge..... The description for our homework is MOUNTAIN......
And the one, I believe many of my classmates "don't like" her.... Well, luckily, it's still quite good for me.....
I don't want to hate any teacher of mine..... At least, I'm thinking that way.....